seek clarity > certainty

We’re nearing Whiro (new moon) and the end of this theme around creating safe spaces to deconstruct and create — to be ourselves, to prioritise ourselves and our needs so that we can serve our kaupapa (causes, initiatives) and people better, to love and be loved the right way — for us.

I think one of the most profound learnings I’ve had (oooh there’s been a few) has been around

clarity.

For instance, the physical and cognitive space I’ve been growing so I could pull things apart, dissect the dumb habits I’d picked up and understand how and why they existed in the first place *rolls eyes* and all the while, be kind to myself for not knowing then what I know now and reminding myself that it’s all part of the journey… as hōhā (annoying) as accepting that can be sometimes.. has allowed me to reflect on myself/life with a keener sense of clarity about who I am, what I want and how to go about it.

In saying that, I’m not 100% certain about what the path will look like and planning is still a work on for me in 2020, but because I have clarity about the things I mentioned earlier — it’s easier to trust the process, to trust tūpuna (ancestors) have my back and that the vision will materialise as its meant to.

Tēnā tātou,

Hana.